Feelings

Not yet? Why?

2007-05-05T19:38:00.000+08:00

I've been wondering. Why haven't I died? With hope it will be next Tuesday. When will this bliss encompass me.

How do you fall from somewhere you have never reached?

2006-11-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

If infinity is as far as you can go, what comes after that?
Why does a falling tree in the forest make a sound when there is no one around to hear it?

Othniel

2006-11-08T01:55:00.000+08:00

sigh... life jus has been tiring... damn stale nowadays... don even know wad im doin. jus wanna get somthin out of it i guess, not that iv been doin much bout it nwayz... hope yr still doin fine. hahaha its so weird... knowing i stil can care for u in this way. why cant i let go like last time. i know it cant be. everything's wrong bout it. even i know that if i had the chance i wont go there, bt still cant stop thinkin bout it... hahaha weird... not like me at all.. or is it? i dont know anymore. hu am i? to you?... to me? actually to anyone?... hahaha... oh well... nothin i can do but let the rain fall. I hope tomorow the sky will be blue as it once was.

Sigh

2006-10-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha lol dunno lah its yr life hahahaha

Disappointed

2006-10-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

Nothin else to say title says it all.. just cant help bt feel that it might be my fault

Who am I

2006-10-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

hahahaha so interesting... 2 girls i v long nvr see suddnely call me up say wanna see me lol... seperately lah... we all used to b good friends then dunno lah fade off i guess... i thought is jus cause they all miss me and all lor... hahahaha bt in the end... is cause one gt argument wid bf then dunno wad to do so come talk to me lor.. wth.. every time leh... when pple gt no one to turn to then turn to me... sigh.. not that i mind... lol.. gt excuse to meet her nwayz :P/.. the other?? hahaha u wont belive this bt only call me cause today aftr school she cannot get date... friday nite leh... if nvr go out then will die one meh?????? haha lol dunno lah shes always been that kinda person.. wekeend is for partyin... even though she gt EXAM on mon... lol she think i dunno cause i not in sec school anymore... lol.. pls lah.. i gt so many contacts inside lor... anythin i wann know can know one... only too lazy to call or anythihn.. hahahahahahha... sighx... actually... i gt nothin planned one.. so see how lor... maby wanna go out wid her... hahaha.... lol.. things will never change lah... only when others cannot find anyone else then come to me... y? cause i will alwayz try to help.. bt some times wish that i wont alwayz b the last person that they turn to cause all others reject them.. lol ont that i wanna b first.. bt at least 3 or fourth :P:P:P hahaha;. lol like i care liddat hahaha can go out date can ready ahahaha.... oh ya hor... alot of u don realise... im not into one date realationships one.. if go on date is date lor... not like we bf gf kinda thin so corny one.. only in spore can find that kinda thin... gt no time to actually know the person... mus b exculsive then can get to know.. haha not my kinda thin and if any one of u out there don like it well too bad.. i not ready or stupiud enough to commit myself jus cause i find u attractive at first glance or even on the first date... lol hope pple here will not b that blind and stupid anymore... luckly most of my girl friends not that stupid nwayz...

wor(l)d

2006-08-08T10:18:00.000+08:00

how can you stnad by while all this destrustion rages in the world... it only serves one purpose... you just trying to hide yourself from reality... the world isnt all blue skyes and green grass... war, famine, poveryt, and so much more rages in the world today... how can you just stand by and watch impassively... trapped in your own small bubble... get out, live, love and jus b one with the world... suffer as one... suffer for all...

I just want to forget it all

2006-07-14T17:09:00.000+08:00

im tired of playing your petty games i just cant be bothered anymore... thats just the way things r... to care for some one how dosent care for themself... wow... haha... such a fool... such a fool... how could i have forgotten... hahaha... i will never learn will i, the romantic fool that i am... hahaha... sigh... how emotionaly draning this has been...finally to be free again... ahh... this is exactly y i told myself the last time that it would b the last i would care for someone... hahaha.. who idiotic i was... hahahah... sigh... why did u hv to come along... what purpose do you serve... well... not for me to know... well time to give back this torn heart.............

Somthing else

2006-07-12T13:44:00.000+08:00

haha jus putting this here cause SOMEONE said that the last few post not nice so i usin this to cover them up lor.. :P:P hahahahaha

Let the rain fall down

2006-05-20T11:46:00.000+08:00

of all i didnt think u would understand for being caught up in yr own world of love and life... bt i still now understand... that deep down personalities dont really change... tempraments maby... bt not hu we r... iv jus realised that and konwing that i cant change that in me... neither can i change that in you... thank u for bein there though hurting it may b... if anythin i dont want to b the third wheel... cause i know how taxing sth can b... bt if anyhin.. i know that deep down u still want to b friends... well.. at least i do... so if anythin... past is past... lets try to put it behind us...

you

2006-05-20T00:46:00.000+08:00

u dont know wad iv been through in life though u may know me as well as u know yrself... the loss pain and rejection... its not time... yet there is not enough time to tell u all i feel... all i hope is that this wont stand btw us and hope that we still can b friends... yet i know that things wont b the same anymore... casue i fear many things and hv not felt anything in a long time... jus shut myself off from the world... this happy person u see b4 u is someone who cant feel... yet alone love... sorry bt im closing up again... for reasons only you and i know... in life... if anything... iv learnt... im not here to feel anyhting... not joy, not sadness, not even love... cause my peace comes from the care i openly and freely give to anyone who will accept it...

Othniel

2006-05-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

dammit lah... i jus gonna bitch bout everythin now... jus cause i feel like it... don u dare come and give me shit bout anythin rite now cause i will... well... lets jus leave it at that... sigh... i dunno lah... iv jus given up on life AGAIN... jus when i said i wont fell anymore... u came along... sigh... see lah.. its not yr fault .. i doubt u even know...dammit lah... it would b so much easier if u didnt care... sigh... now i hv to keep up my happy face so as not to let u know anythin's wrong... sigh... startin to feel sucidal again...

Unforgettable

2006-05-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

I feel for someting that is familiar to me
It is so clos eyet not within my reach
It breaks my heart to se something so dear
To feel it
To hear it
And yet it cannot be mine

school

2006-04-21T18:16:00.000+08:00

hi yallguess its time to update... well school is really gr8 and enjoyable for once i dunno lah dosent seem like me i know.. well yesterday aftr school earnest, fin, paul and me went to play ball aftr school... really fun lah... and in school hmm... lets see... oh ya... we did fashin designs out of natural and recycled materials... got aishah to dress up poor girl... had leaves all over her... haha oh well.. all over and done wid anyways... ahah not much to say... actually lazy to say... haha i dunno lah... zzzzz....

Some place in Singapore

2006-04-17T21:57:00.000+08:00

sigh... today went to pasir ris park to meet wid our seniors frm the course... our seniors r actuallyquite nice lor.. thought it was tekan session for them:P luckily jus go there to learn frm them one lah. so fun go around colect rubbish to make items hahaha i know it sounds corny when i put it in that way bt it was actually really fun so damn tired... and i still got to odo research for my play so gtg bueyz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Brokeback mountain

2006-04-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

bloody hell... that was one stupid movie.. really dunno how it win so many award.. the story was to slow and the plot... well.... left much to b desired... not that im against romance movies or anythin.. bt it really could do wid improvin... needs more up tempo scenes and when it gets to the love scenes their not shot too well and they pass to quickly... only thin intersting was that it was bout 2 gay cowboyws... nothin much else... haha uall proberly wonerin i comentin on this now... well... cause i jus watched it:P really l8 i know bt i now tryin to catch up on all the movies i hvn watch:P:P haha so .. watch out for more reviews of old movies:P:P

SunSwept

2006-04-14T07:25:00.000+08:00

Now the party has ended,
the sky is cloudy gray.
From the fire works that have jus ended,
what have you learnt from the year long past?
To love? To live?
Or just to forgive?
From the mistakes in the past year comitted,
remember in the hour first of this new year.

ps.
v long nvr compose poems ready, jus thought that this would sound nice though a bit l8 in the yr ready:P

Im back!!!!

2006-04-14T06:57:00.000+08:00

hello uall haha really long nvr post here hmm uall really mus b wonderin wad happened to me... hahaha really jus lazy to blog for a long time ready... hmm... lets see.. so much has happened... lets start frm the o lvls last yr... hmm... i got b3 for eng, a math, physics, chem, a2 for e math, c5 for combined hist and
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.i passed clb!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... ok a bit over dramatic.. hmm... durin the hols iv been slackin mostly... at most helpin my father with his work... nothin much else... hmm... wad else might intrest u.. oh..... ya.... my ne school is singapore polytechnic, school of BE, landscape archecture. haha i know some corny course... bt i love it, its gr8... hmm.... thats all so far for my life... hope to update soon:P

(So called) Final post in this blog

2006-01-18T13:00:00.000+08:00

haha i know i hvn been posting alot bt oh well... jus to say i finally oficically declare this blog dead and will only b used for personal perposes for storing links... haha.. so sorry uall hu wan to read more.. lolz... so feelin its gonna be my last post for a looooonnngggggg time :P see yall round... othniel....

Gadgets, games, boy toys and gift ideas

2005-10-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

hi yall... tryin to revive my dead/dyin blog hahaha.. nwayz... found this relly cool place in maxwell road thought some of uall might wanna check it out.. its calles 'gadgit' i know... corny name nwayz... has this great range of stuff fun for friends... *stating here specifically friends... not family...* parents might kill if items purchaced r viewed* nwayz go check it out its not too bad... oh ya... heres their website gadgeit.com so hv fun!!!!

Grades

2005-09-30T16:49:00.000+08:00

yes!!! i have achived my dreams for prelims!!!!!
english...C6
chemistry...C6
physics...C5
e-math...C6
a-math...D7
humanaties...D7
CLB...Pass!!!!!*OMFG* 46/100
L1R5...37!!!!
L1R4...30!!!!
wow.... did so "well"... my father's gonna kill me... hahaha.... he dosent know yet... :P lolz... and b4 u start on me too... heyz!!! i passed my chen for the first time ok!!!! and ok ill admit my e and a math dropped by a few grades..*previous grades A2 and B4* and so did my eng... *frm a B3* but... heyz... not that bad considerin that i got a friggin 6 out of 30 for my compre... bt bet u that the cher dunno how to mark one... everyone did too badly for anythin... and i used to be able to get 20+++ in class... and thats wid the HOD markin lehz.... so not my fault :P!!!! and oso my humand improve lehxz... usde to b gettin 8 or 9 one leh... and oso pass CLB!!! impossible one lehz... used to fail like siao... like less then 15 marks one lehz... :P:P so don blame me:P ok... lolz... now u still wanna shoot ok lorzh.... jus don listen to u lorz:P!!!! hahaha...

words of encouragement

2005-09-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

this here is not for anyone in specific but jus to show you all what i really belive in and in this everything will be right

"The warrior of light never forgets the old saying: The good little goat dosen't bleat.

Injustices happev. Everyone finds themselves in situations they do not deserve, usually when they are unable to defend themselves. Defeat often knocks at the warrior's door.

At such times, he remains silent. He does not waste energy on words, because they can do nothing. he knows it is best to use his strength to resist and have patients, knowing that Someone is watching, Someone who saw the unecessary suffering and who will not accept it.

That Someone gives him what he needs most: TIME. Sooner or later, everything will once more work in his favour."

one of my favourite quotes from "warrior of the light: a manual" by Paulo Coelho and no this isnt a christian insprinational book... so this here is for everyone to interprete in their own special way... have a good life and always persue your Personal Legend no mater what you do... *open for personal interpretion*

whack you boss...

2005-09-25T19:42:00.000+08:00

yo.... all u dudes and dudettes out there... i hv decided to finally update my blog... for various reasons of my own... fyi... i have found this really intrersting flash 'game'*if you will call it that* at whackyourboss.com heres a direct link well... uall can guess wad its abt frm the url... nways... if u go watch it the point is to find all the diff hidden items which will turn a light brown when your cursor*mouse* goes over them... then click and watch... hope u can find all 14... have fun!!!!

Racism

2005-09-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

ok i do not know what their reasons or what caused these boggers to post these remarks... but personally i feel that we should accept others race as well as religion... as a christian many will come up to me and contradict me... but i personally feel that we should accept others religion and not force ours on to others... all i am here to do is just to spread the good news and it isnt up to me wether they listen or not... ok back to the reacism... i here will fully admit that i have called my freinds racist things such as black but this is only joshin between friends and also that they call me a banana*a chinese who doent speak mandrin or any dilects*... in which i do not mind as these are between friends and that it is just joshin around with each other.. but however i dislike those who bear a harted or dislike to others just because they are of another race... these here people did not ask to be born whatever race they are just the way i did not ask to be born a chinese-phillipino-spanish*dont ask*... why cant we all just accept others for who they are and not discrimate them... why dont we all just accept others for who they are? but who am i that you listen to me? thats for you to decide...

Bout the Philipino murder case

2005-09-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

ok.... i just found out sth very weird... my current maid*friend* knows the murderer... well technically it is her freind's friend and they went out partyin b4... lolz... and oh ya... that murderer owes my maid S$40 so... lolz... so coincidental... hahaha... the Philipino comminuity in spore is really that tight nit that almost everyone knows everyone... lolz... damn funny.. hahaha...

bored to death

2005-09-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

sigh... nothin has been happenin alot lately... very sian... so siaan that i even went to try to compose sth... hahaha... i know... im not that type of person... nways tell me wad uall think of it k?click here

Clarification

2005-09-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

regarding the previous post, clarification here although it is on her blog, it is not composed by her k?

how to get a guy

2005-09-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

ok well... doin this cause on joyce's blog there is a way bt noly if that guy wanna get laid wid u... so... heres how to actually get a guy... well... in a way at least..
1) you must be ready if he dosent like u in the end
2) build a friendship with him
3)become a close friend
4) be willing to still be friends if it dosent work out

ok well aftr all of dis, you can jus actually tell him that u like him and see how it works out... though this may not seem as such a good way, u definetly will find a actually good guy hu will care bout u...
but if not go ahead and b flirty and most likely will get him

Today 06/09/2005 Tue

2005-09-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

hmm... for uall hu actually saw the pics... comments... i hv removed them due to my lil sis(joyce) comin to me cryin to remove them... so... i did... (sorry) :P *pats joyces back* kk nways.. yup thats all i hv to say

Computer fair

2005-09-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

YAY so fun today aftr church i went to the com fair!!! so fun!!! gt so much to see... gt myself a new mmc card for my phone, a hp sock... *pink!!!!* and a brand new cool cd player... with intergrated speakers!!! hahaha finally can listen to all my cds in my room widout hvin probs... hahaha!!! parents went crazy... bought 5 GIGANTIC bags... and i had to carry then all... sigh... sianz... they got like 4 cd players... FOR WAD!!!!! dunno dem lah... and like 7 headphones... sianz... hahaha... probally go shoppin spree... guess if i not there to stop there probally will buy more...:P haha..; nmways gtg sleep parents callin.. lolz... kk bueyz!!!!

Last Day of school

2005-09-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

YAY... last day!!!! finally!!! hahaha.... lolz... ok well not really dat good... bt hmm... prelims in one wk.. hahaha... ok... lolz... kk so gtg nways.... jus happy can slack a bit

updates...

2005-08-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

ok im jus updatin for the sake of it... very sian... nth to do... life is so borin... even wid prelims im oso damn sian... lolz... study for wad... pass or fail life wil go on...

Smoking

2005-08-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

ok since sammy was talking abt drinkin on her bloc i shall talk abt smoking... first of all.

cigarette brands

types of cigarettes--Hand Rolled Cigarettes, Unfiltered Cigarettes, Regular Filtered Cigarettes, Light Filtered Cigarettes, Ultra-Light Filtered Cigarettes, Regular Filtered 100s, Light Filtered 100s, Ultra-light Filtered 100s, Regular Slim 120s, Light Slim 120s, Ultra-Light Slim 120s, Menthols, Slims, Wides

just to name a few... lolz... ok well... reasons y pple somke? easy... 2 basic reasons... to act cool... which i personally think is stupid... or to get away from troubles... in which i can sympathize with more... ok i dont say that i smoke or i do... so dont go assuming here... personally.. i find that the menth's are the nicer ones in a way... bt not tht i smoke... personaly i hv better ways to relieve stress... im not encouraging or discouraging anything... jus informin uall out there... so don take any thin said here personally and yes thats a disclamier...

The ultimate sacrice for the lord

2005-08-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

i jus came back from the wake of doreen ho... to me i find that although many may cry i smile at her pssing... many may ask... are you a sadist? this is my answar... yes.. but not in this issue.. the reason i smile is that she is now is in paradise with the lord... and out of this wretched life... that is the reason i smile.. not for any other... learn b4 you critize... i went with a friend... justus... fyi... and we went after the schools service due to the supposed lack of space... well... i find it was actually a blessing in disguise as i actually got to see how the family actually was reacting to her death... i saw many smiling faces and the joyousness of it all... it was as if they were happy that she was with the lord... and thats wad i belive to be true.. although at times some do nearly cry i belive that they are happy that she is in paradise... i once again smile knowing that she is in paradise with the lord...

A friend more than my friends,
a sister more than my sisters.
For she is in the LORD,
and him in us.
Take comfort my friends,
for she is in PARADISE.

something that i belive to be true...

new phone...

2005-08-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

oh ya... nth to blog abt and nvr update for a long time ready... so ya sth small.. i gt a new phone!!!!! hahaha.... 6230i nokia... nokia fan!!!! lolz.... ok nothing else to sat.. so bueyz!!!!

Math again

2005-08-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha... today our sub cher gt one qn cameron set she dunno how to solve... lolzz... hahaha wait till cameron hears bout this... lolz... and oso that smeone know how to solve... cant rembr hu... lolz... and cameron said she can teach... and i kinda retract the statement partially bout that she can teach.... lolz.... hahaha... ok gtg blog l8r... hahahahha

A math class

2005-08-15T09:40:00.000+08:00

wa lao eh.... chao sian... now in a math class cameron damn smart at this period of this time go chao keng... go to reservice nonence.. he jus go there slack in aircon room lor.. or at least thats wads hes tellin us... and now esp o levels so near... sianz... dunno wads his prob... and gt dis sub cher... ok lah... shes not to bad... dunno lah... called ms huang... i think can teach one... wa lao eh... very sian... lolz... ok lah... now i gooin to sleep... zzzzzz....

Future Resolutions

2005-08-13T15:33:00.000+08:00

ok... this is kinda stupid but here are some reolutions i have made for my future son or daughter...

1)Protect and teach them well when they are young
2)Give them freedom as they get older
3)Bring them up in the ways of the Lord
4)Teach them that extremes are not good
5)Let them date anyone at anyage as long as they tell me abt it or intro the person to me
6)Try to inclucate in them a spirit of adventure
7)Teach them to brush of negative commentes abt themselves
8)Teach them to accept and dissect good comments for what their worth
9)Teach them that freedom = responsibilities
10)Don't meddle with studies unless asked

ok well this is all iv thought of so far... will add to the list in the future (i hope)

Beauty of a Woman

2005-08-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows.
The beauty of a woman
With time, only grows..

ok cannot claim credit to this poem... bt its nice and received it by email frm someone... i not sure hu... bt still found it nice and touchn... in a way in guess.....

Have you always wondered what your purpose was in life?

2005-08-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

ok well... i blantly coppied this post from a friend cause i was too lazy to actually type it out my self bt it has everything i want to say and hope all of you will read it and reply and if there are any questions you can tag me or my friend at http://www.emocaleb.blogspot.com/ (yes the site i blantly copies it from) and oh ya thats not my email its my friend's... so hope u all r touched by it bt no one is forcing you to make the choice... oh ya another good blog to tag bout qn is http://ace-azzemen.blogspot.com/ so thats all i have to say and let u all get on reading this post....

Have you always wondered what your purpose was in life? Look no further. Here's The Bridge that will bridge the gap to a more meaningful life.

As we all know, Man (mankind) is not perfect. Did you know we were once perfect? There was a time, a time of perfection, where mankind and animals of the land, sea and air lived in perfect harmony. God created Adam and Eve, the Earth's first two humans. They were perfect and had a perfect relationship with all nature and with God himself. They were placed in a garden, the Garden Of Eden, where trees of every kind blossomed and beared fruit. God told them they could partake of any fruit from any tree, EXCEPT The Tree Of The Knowledge Of Good And Evil (long name). See, mankind was perfect, and perfect means no evil. If you don't eat that tree's fruit, you don't know evil. Therefore, if you don't know evil, evil doesn't exist! Amazing isn't it?

But there was a problem, and this problem caused the downfall of man. One day, while Eve was strolling in the garden, the devil (Satan) in serpent form convinced her into eating the fruit, claiming she would become like God and her eyes would be open. Seeing the fruit was pleasing to the eye, she took some and ate it. Then, she also passed the fruit to her husband, Adam, to eat. That day, when God called to Adam and Eve, they hid from Him because they were ashamed. When God knew they ate the fruit, He condemned the devil and banished Adam and Eve from the Garden.

So, what of life after death. Because we have all sinned (done wrong), we fall short of the glory of God. It says in the Bible that we were created in God's likeness to be like Him. But "all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God." It means we can no longer be like Him. Furthermore, it is also said in the Bible, "the wages of sin is death". What does this mean? It means we are condemned to eternal suffering in Hell after we die. Does it mean all of us are condemned? NO! Good News! We are saved from this eternal suffering if we believe in Christ and accept Him as our personal Saviour.

2000 years ago, God sent Jesus, His Son, to die on the cross for all our sins. All? Yes, all! Three days after Jesus died, he rose from the dead. He conquered sin and death for you. It is written in the Bible, "If you confess with your mouth, Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved." What are you waiting for? Would you risk a moment's hesitation and end up suffering for Eternity?

If you want to be saved fro this condemnation, it's really simple. You may say you don't deserve it. Let me tell you, I didn't either. None of us did. But God offers this redemption for everyone. See, God is this Gentleman who never forces. He lets you make the choice. I beseech you. Will you make the choice today?

All you have to do is say this simple prayer:
"Dear Jesus. I confess I am a sinner and I have sinned. I believe You died for my sins and rose from the dead three days later. I want You to be my saviour. Come into my life today and redeem me from eternal suffering. I thank You for Your forgiveness. In Jesus name I pray, Amen."

You know what? If you prayed that prayer, you are a child of God. It means you will not suffer in Hell for eternity but you will join the heavenly angels and God Himself in heaven after you pass away from this earth. Isn't that great? I invite you to drop me an email at percussivecreativity@gmail.com to notify me that you are the latest addition to the heavenly family. You can also tag on my tagboard.

School

2005-08-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

sianx.... tomoro hv to go back to school... sianz... sigh... used not to goin... nvr go for 5 dayz ready... sigh... sian... don wanna go!!! ok lah.. sigh... for get it.. jus go there and fall asleap.. hahaha... lolz

Shooting Stars

2005-08-10T15:39:00.000+08:00

ok well it was a ok show only reason watchin it was cause taufik was acting and he wasnt too bad compared to the rest... the rest so still dunno how to move one oh ya execpt olinda... she oso not too bad.... and guess wads the show abt... SINGING wow... hu woudnt hv guessed:P:P lolz.. ko well it isnt as bad as it sounds its really ok where they go for SINGING CLASSES WOW... so fun.. pro singers go for singin classes in a local drama... wow... so exciting and surprising... at least hv some one do sth else lah... dunno them lah... waste of time... lolz... haha gtg study... *ya right*

Argument part 2

2005-08-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

ok well... i had an argment.. *see last post* but its all better now and really hope wont go through this kinda thing again... feelin great and oso that things that dont kill u make u stronger and so hope this also applies to friendship.. :P feelin great... hahaha so happy...

Argument

2005-08-08T19:11:00.000+08:00

sigh.. feelin very stupid had a stupid argument wid a friend 2 days ago and now dunno wad to do... feel like goin and begging for forgiveness bt i don think thats the right thing to do... dunno lah... feel like ots better for things to take its course... bt still feelin confused... bt just for the record im really very sorry for sayin that, i know i shouldnt bt i want u to know that even if we arent friends anymore i still will always keep a lookout for u in school like i always do every day although i don show it cause i care and thats enough for me... so sorry again if your reading this...hope you can forgive me... u should know who you are... sorry...

Carnival @ Marina

2005-08-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

ok... right... my school made everyone go to the carnival... kinda fun i guess... bt a bit tired and a bit sian... only fun thing was the 'real life' laser quest... fun to shoot pple hahaha... lost bt still happy bout it dunno lah... rain so much that most of the time watin for rain to stop... bt was fun and oso gt lan gamin bt spore army stlye kinda fun bt still dunno lah... mus get used to it bt oh well was ok over all then we went for a class lunch... most went home afrt that bt i went window shoppin den went home... xing hong hitched a ride in my cab on the way back... lolz... we were at city hall then take cab to suntec.. hahaha so near oso wan to take... nvm its ok jus helpin out a frien... oso chuckie and liu jia hui hiched a ride wid me so suey bian... anythin lor give them a lift oso.. den went home to sleep... sianz... still slepy bt got up to blog cause cant sleep and this has been bugging me for some time ready... ok... time to go back to sleep... hahaha... good night... :P:P:P

Cousins wedding

2005-08-07T07:01:00.000+08:00

ok... my cousins weddin was last night no time to blog then... it was great so fun.. all the ang moh there den we all start talkin in hokkien den they all lost... hahaha den they all try to look like they understand... hahaha lolz.. so stupid lookin awww..... now my cousin movin to germany... awww... poor thing she cant speak german!!!! hahahaha... ok... well... shes learnin... and they kissed 5 times in the wedding 3 infront of us and 2 in private... ahahaha caught them... so fun we tekan the bride and groom like xiao... hahaha like they care... den even today at the tea ceremony the came late.. stupid jokes like oh jus woke up? had fun last night? were going round... lolz... the kid wd great knows how to take insults n his stride... hahaha passes my test:P cousin was a bit angry though.. lolz... hahha... bt seriously wanna wish them a happy and blessed wedding... :P hope it lasts:P

Quotes

2005-08-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

here are some of my favourite quotes

"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone." - Author Unknown

"The hardest thing in life is watching the one you love, love someone else. " - Author Unknown

"Heav'n hath no rage like love to hatred turn'd, Nor Hell a fury, like a woman scorn'd." - William Congreve

"By making something taboo, it only serves to intensify the desire." - A. S. LaVey

"I do not suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it." - Edgar Allan Poe

"Love isn't finding the perfect person, it's finding the imperfect person perfect." - Author Unknown

"Life is a disease: sexually transmitted and always fatal." - Neil Gaiman

"Life is a death sentence you can't escape." - Author Unknown

"Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." - Aristotle

"People need love the most when they deserve it the least." - Author Unknown

"Don't be sad that it's over, just be happy that it ever happened at all." - Author Unknown

L&L

2005-07-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

learners and leaders confrence.. was today in school... and aftr that had a service for our already left school seniors... sigh... a bit borin.. slept a bit... and aftr that gt dinner... not worth to go 50 dollars one leh... nvm... aftr the dinner go steal the left overs... not worth the cash in my opinion... well... the drama performance durin the dinner was great... every one was clappin like siao... and aftr that go and eat dinner... gr8 day... wow... anyways... gtg sleep... blg l8r...

Work

2005-07-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

wow... today has been a great day... well... more of aftr school... first... taf was cancelled... then can go to work:P... very fun... and i earned.. not for uall to know... haha... lolx.. go and guess... and even aftr that my parents treated me to dinner... didnt hv to waste cash...:P:P went to this funny greek restruant... lolx... and for an aftr meal greek tradition.. we got to break the plates:P:P lolz... very fun... haha... think my platte shattered into the most pieces... lol... anyways gtg sleep soon... bueyz!!!

School

2005-07-29T15:12:00.000+08:00

Sigh... 2 tests today... chem and ss... ss supposed to b yestrday one... dunno y (probally cause the cher com in 20 min late for a 30 min lesson) bt never take... sianz... had to study so hard... oh well... cant complain... it bcame an open book test... sigh... finally last workin day... can rest ready... aargh... forgot.. tomoro mus go to school for some award thingy... i supposed to get credit one... bt in teh end nvr even get apprecation... stupid... and it was cause of sth that wasnt my fault... nv... don really care... sigh... gtg go work... see uall round...

Bro's friends (again)

2005-07-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

wah lao eh... my stupid bro's frends come today when i was in the schoolo gym... damn irritatin... go into my room and mess around wid my stuff... piss me off like shit... even touch my star bottles, my hard work foldin all those stars... now some missin... damn irritatin... now i cant find anythin and hv to clear my room AGAIN... sigh... nothin of my collections better b gone... if not im gonna kill my bro... tell him so many times not to let his frinds into my room still he let them go in... dunno wad mus do to teach him a lesson.. sianz... sigh... better go clear my room now and stop bloggin...

Rain

2005-07-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

ahhh.... rain.... what a great feeling... depression, misery, lonelyness... ahhh.... such a nice feelin... wow... i feel great... wow...dunno y but i jus love rainy days... makes everything jus more goomy and depressing... probally jus another way of expressing my internal anguish... ahh... finally... feel great that its raining today...

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

2005-07-17T19:21:00.000+08:00

Yes!!!!! finally got it lalalala... another thin off my wish list.. lalala... gr8 book... gt it only 2 hrs ago and almost finished...:P:P kk off to go read somore... bueyz... blog l8r...

Pure Evil

2005-07-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

I have looked death in the eye,
and stared it down.
I have seen the devil,
and he cringed at me.
I see more than you think i see,
i hear more than you think i hear.
So watch it,
and be wary of me.

some weird poem

2005-07-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

oh... i thought of this durin chem when we were learnin abt esters...:P

Esther oh your beautiful name,
the joy you bring in all my pain.
I see your face in all my dreams,
and keep me safe from everything.

Bte this isnt meant for any one only cause we were learnin esters(esther)geddit?

The colour of the ausborn sky

2005-07-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

The colours of the ausborn sky,
has planted itself in my minds eye.
Oh the colours, dreams, hope and joy,
of the colours of the ausborn sky

Gunz online

2005-07-14T16:25:00.000+08:00

its a new online game... not mmorpg but jus online game.. its kinda good a 3rd person shooter... most of uall may like it... i dunno... any ways... jus tellin u all out there bout it... oh ya... the site is www.gunzonline.com so go there and check it uot all u gamers out there...

Tiredness

2005-07-12T19:00:00.000+08:00

wa lao eh.... today in school damn tired.... oso cannot sleep... now come home cant sleep... dunno y jus so tired.. sian... nvm... i go try sleep again... sigh...

Black nail polish

2005-07-11T15:24:00.000+08:00

supsup... heyz... joyce got me some black nail polish today.. so kind... thz joyce!!! and its of damn good quality one... mus jus say thz...

Tom On Oprah

2005-07-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

Dammit man... wow... even across the tv the applause is deafing... tom is actin like an idiot... jumpin on the couch and stuff... like a smitten kitten... actually... more than smitten... like gone... probally cause katie came up one too many time:P 0_0 theres a guy in the audience? when tom is on? wow... ok hes not gay... he jus asked to meet katie:P:P.. 0_0 0_0 ok... u all hv to watch it for yr self to belive it... well... ots not that im a fan of the guy or anytin bt i jus am a fan of oprah... ok yes... a guy can be a fan of opra rite... ok the guy is really gone... worse than drunk... actin like such an ass...ok finally their onto war of the worlds(wotw)... sigh... 5 min aftr wotw katie is back on the topic again... wads up with katie!!!! i wanna know more on wotw.... ok fine.. i listen to the katie crap... jus for 3 min on wotw... good enough for me... sigh.. what can you bout 60 over women and tom cruise... sigh...

Anti-drug collar pin

2005-07-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

well... today at school the vp made a very good speech on the anti-drug assocation. however... the words u must put on this collar pin really put me off... what be forced into supporting a charitible orginasation? i thought it was supposed to be of out own good free will... bloody hell... dad comin and scold me for usin com... i jus turned it on lor... dunno wads his prob... well.. anyways i refuse to be forced into 'supporting' a charitible orginasation although i support the cause... its all in the principle.. so i refuse to put on the anti-drug collar pin today... maby in a few weks down when i feel like it... bt i wont be forced to put on that pin to support the orginasation...

Police Talk

2005-07-07T18:19:00.001+08:00

Sigh... the talk today like no use.. every thin he say i know already... so sian... coudnt even sleep cause mr hou walkin around... nvm... at least i finish my hw durin the talk...

I hate my hair

2005-07-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!! i cut my hair... the 'stupid' school 'force' me to cut one.. look damn gay... sux like any thin.. sigh... nooooo... myh long hair....!!!!! ryann... get over it... it will grow back..

Ok... stressed moment over ok lah.. it isnt too bad cause the main shape still there only shorter... well... i hope... bt can lah.. grow again afrt finish school... at least sth to look forward too...

Good and Bad Things

2005-07-07T18:08:00.000+08:00

Good things come and go,
Bad things are here to stay.
But you my firend,
never look back,
for it all lies in ruins.
Look only ahead so to see the future,
and never give up.
so soon,
Bad times come and go,
And good times are here to stay.

HAPPY Youth Day!!!

2005-07-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

Well... i know its one day late bt still i didnt have time to post yesterday... so HAPPY YOUTH DAY :P:P:P.... ok that was really lame... welll first week of school over... (finally) now the begening of a new week... more work, studies and the stupid school say i mus cut my hair.... ITS NOT LONG!!!!! @#$%%@@#$ ok... calm down.... well... it is kinda long... sigh... mus go and cut today... at least cut off the back... most likely thats y...

SCHOOL!!!!!

2005-06-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

AAARGHHHH!!!!! School started!!! AAARGH!!!! ok.. stress over... ok.. was half asleap in class... at least nvr teach much in school... ok... mus have positive attitude... sleep early.. get up early pay attention in class... zzzzzzzz... ok.. well good luck for all of u for school and hope you all do well for the rest of the yr...

Terengganu/ Pulau Redang

2005-06-24T13:20:00.000+08:00

Supsupsup... meet an old friend of mine...

and i mean old... i met him in terengganu, malaysia, my dad's driver b4 he moved to jb... hes a nice guy and jokes around alot... only thing is that he dosent speak english... nvm can converse to him in chinese or malay... and terengganu is a great place the beaches are pure white... and the ocean is so clear... oh ya... its at the east coast of malaysia... if you go there its a must visit to pulau redang... great sea sand and shore...

the corals r also gr8

and for all you durian lovers out there there is a great variety of durians during season

sooner or latr its a must go to my home town....

Stupid kids staying over

2005-06-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

Sigh... Clarence and Bordin are staying over... irritating you know... dunno wad they plannin to do... probally play smackdown 2 again... nvm... at least I hv custody of the com... muahahahahahaha... come begging to me!!! muahahahaha... ok need to lock the com now so they cannot use when I go to sleep... ao basically now most proball they goin to stay over untill fri.. SIANZ!!!! better go and get my room ready for the mass chaos they planning to wreck... stupid kids...

Bro's Stupid Friends (The Sequel)

2005-06-22T12:49:00.000+08:00

Yup... there here yet again... playing smackdown2 again... sian.... nth to do... at least can use the com... gonna get kicked off soon... hv to type quickly... so.. nvm. l8r jus do work then aftr that then pound them... ah.. hu cares jus pound now... *biff wack crash crack pow* ok... done... half of them bleeding and most probally deaf:P:P YAY!!! they wont be disturbing me anymore...

Bro's Stupid Friends (Again)

2005-06-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

Aaargh!!!! Their really pissing me off... come AGAIN!!! right aftr yesterday.. couldn't gt to the com untill now... AAARGHHHH!!! DIEDIEDIE!!! hahaha.. lolz at least tdae nvr disturb me when i don my work... :P atill... damn piss me off.... if come again tomoro i destroy them.. irritatin like siao...

To My One and Only

2005-06-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just want to give up,
Somtimes i just want to cry.
Othertimes i just feel so lost and lonely.
But you have been there through all my pain

And i know i never want to give up,
I know i never want to cry.
I know that i'm never lost and lonely.
Just because you'v been there,
Helping me through out all the way.

Barry Trotter:The Series (Parody of Harry Potter)

2005-06-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

This is one screwed up series, jus finished the 2nd and 3rd book... Any one out there know where to get the first one?!?! title-barrry trotter and the shamless parody sreious secew up and good read for any one who hates potter or wants a good laugh. seriously pick up this book... damn good.. i know this is soundin like a book review... bt its not!!! jus sayin its a good book to read!!! *well ok it is some what a book review*

Bro's Stupid Friends

2005-06-20T14:52:00.000+08:00

Lolx... my bro's friends AGAIN at my house dam irritating i usin MY com they tryin to kick me off (nice try nvm l8r pound them) so now AGAIN playing Smackdown2 *for those of you who dunno its a PS game of World Wrestling Federation (yes the old one)* they all stupid, idiotic and damn horny... dunno get from where. Sigh stupid kids... Only know how to piss me off... Oh.. i gtg pound them... l8r den blog... see yaz!*biff bam crack splat wham*

PCK the musical

2005-06-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

Well... i want to watch it... not too bad i guess... for a local production... bt things that could have been improved... the opening, the ending, refining of the plot abit*was kinda corny* but other than that it was great... jus finished watching it... personally i liked shiek hikel the best*my biased opinion due to his damn good rapping*... and margret and Chu Beng had really good stage pressence... however PCK himself wasn't taht good of a stage actor i think he should stick to the screen.. he's better suited for that... bt i think that margret was good bcause she had some previous performances on the stage. Bt Chu Beng seemed like a natural talent on there.. gotta go sleep soon... damn tired... zzzzzz.....

School Drama Club Outing

2005-06-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hahah... Just got back from it. Damn fun. Too bad many pple missed it haha... too bad:P didn't get to meet their NCC counterparts:P:P for some of you out there (you know hu u are) cant blog long so heres the main outline.
1030 Arival at Marina Bay MRT
1100 Go to Superbowl
1115 Start Eating Brunch
1200 Waiting for Joyce to finish food
1215 Start Bowling
1400 Arcade!!!!
1600 See Renne, Bowl again!!!
1800 Go eat hotplate steamboat
1945 Hide extra food(must pay if hv leftover)
2000 Arcade!!!!
2100 Go Home(Finally)

Church youth camp

2005-06-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hihi, back again frm 2 days of camp. Actually was for 5 days bt i neeeded to come back so to attend some stuff(may post baout it later). Damn nice!! Met so many pple there and also that most of them are as screwed as me!! YAY!! My type of shithead losers utd!! go forever!! Yeah!!! anyways it was great as u all can see had 2 talks and 2 sermons ready. The preachers are great because for once they didn't put me to sleep.:P kk we had some kinda lame games instead of 5BX(5 basic exercises for u all who dunno). Like some 'Bomb' varaiton..HAHA fun but stupid:P:P. Oh ya... The ice breakers were kind of basic but they do their job. Personally i would rather them make all of us say our names first and then start to give every one a fair chance.(Oh ya did i mention that it was my first time attendin the youth group? Oh... ok well i jus did.:P:P)Haha. Found sme good ballers *basketballers* in the group.(Damn pai say... loose to girl:P:P. She was very good anyways... Oh well.. so much for first impressions:P:P.) Gr8 camp.. and also grew alot closer to God cause of the talks. So once again Gr8 camp!!!

Happy Birthday Yam Wan Keat

2005-06-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

Oh it's Wan Keats birthday!!! Jus wanted to wish her a happy one on my blogspot.

Xiao Mei in China

2005-06-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

Well the title says it all dosen't it. She's in China leaving me here very sian. dunno lah... hope that she's doin alright and hope she has been taking care of herself over there... kinda worried about her... hiax quite sian back over here in spore with one less friend to talk to... hope she comes back soon.. hiazz.. life sux wid out her...

School Study Camp

2005-06-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I thought can go there and study.. But go there Slack more than study. I dunno y but i seem to study more at home during the holidays than goin for the camp. Sux like shit and also force us to relax and totally spoil the reason for relaxing. Sigh, i dunno Try lor any ways only one more day. Den can finally study properly.

Caning

2005-05-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! I finally got caned today. The stupld school don't even know how to reason things out. I did'n mean to do any thing wrong but I jus too damn suey then tio canining. Never mind, not painful at all, only one stroke. Most of you want to know how I got to this state in the first place. Well, it startede in my overseas trip in Chiang Mai, when on our outing we went to a restruant to eat lunch. Just suey that I never check that the bottle I buy gt alchol, I really thought that it was a sparkling wine. Just suey, and that the school also must cane. How stupid.

Happy Birthday Xiao Mei

2005-05-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey Joyce. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Hope you like the presents i gave you, and also that i customised almost everything cause i care for u, and ya, i do care for you. Well, not much to say here cause you know most of what I already want to say. So ya. happy birthday. Love you.

Happy Bitrhday Michele See

2005-05-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

Ok well today is Michele's birthday and jus wanted to wish her a happy one on my blogspot.

Trip to Chiang Mai

2005-05-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

I love every one around there, it rawks. The people there are just so kind. And the life there is so quiet, such a slow pace of life. I dont even want to come back to Singapore. Its so humid here even at night. At least there the temperature varies quite well. There at night at least it was cold and in the day hot bt the sweat dosen't stick on you like here.
Well some of you might be wondering why i went there. Well it was because i was kinda of forced by my school to go there for my service learning trip. I really wanted to go to China instead but they sent me to Chiang Mai, Thailand instead. Well, might as well make the most of it. And there, I grew to love the children there and the people. I don't even belive that i still cried when I left and all the way back to Singapore.
Well too bad, I'm back here and just have to make the best of it as i did there.

I see your pain/Thank you my friend

2005-04-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

Deep down i see your pain,
I whish I could take it away.
Behind your facade of laughter,
You hurt with unberable pain.
All my eyes see is the bubbly you,
But the eyes of my soul see past that.
Pain is with this world,
And just to remember that someone is there,
To help you through it all,
Is sometimes just enough to take that pain away.

I feel so lost,
Without it all.
Without a fried or loving care,
But you were there,
Through it all.
To ease that pain,
And help me not to fall.

Once again,
You were there.
To reach out for me,
When i fall.
All i see,
Is of your love.
One again,
Thank you, my friend

Pests

2005-04-22T17:32:00.000+08:00

Once in a while I feel lost, angry and pissed at everyone. Trying to just be unnoticed by everyone so the teasing will stop. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!! Bloody hell, these people should just get the way out of my life, take this as a warning before I do something rash and hurt some one. Screw you all!!! Bloody hell, Die, Die, Die!!! Get the fuck out of my life!!! Sigh... I dunno can't get rid of them... Well just have to live with them I guess... Sigh... Just have to pray to god for the strength to do so... Sigh.. Dammit!!! Sigh... What am I gonna do!!!! AARGHH!!!! DIE!!!

My Dear

2005-04-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

When I close my eyes,
I see you.
In my dreams,
I kiss you.
In my life,
I watch you.
But dear,
I can't have you.

Of all the people I love,
I love you.
The pain you bring me,
Gives me reason to carry on.
But when, oh when, will I fall.

The pain I see in your eyes,
Is just to hard for me to bear.
Just by looking i want to die,
Dear, I love you,
But your pain is eating me away.

My Dear,
I'm so sorry.
Due to my love,
I'v hurt you.
Trying to protect you,
I'v caused you pain.
My Dear,
I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry you can't trust me.
I'm sorry I'v hurt you.
I'm sorry for not being there for you.
And I'v decided,
Cause I love you,
I'll leave you forever.

When Life Gives You Lemons

2005-02-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

life... of all things every one has heard it one time or another... in one form or another... when life gives you lemons make lemonade... Sigh... but dosent every one get tired of hearing it over and over again? it has become so common it has become a cliche... bt it really does have its meaning if one tries to digress it... and break it down to its roots... well... thats not for me to decipher for you but for you to think abt it...

Confessions

2005-02-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

Sigh... love is really so hard to understand... the girl i say i used to care for still has a place in my heart... and the one i try to make the world belive i love actually just dosent really have a place in my heart... and yet anothe who i secretly love is such a great person... im just torn between these three girls... sigh... and yet... none of them are actually that physically attractive to me... but when i look into their hearts i see fear... sorrow... joy... laughter... and most of all, love for every one... i dont know which of these attract me the most bt to me the love for someone else is something that is a willingness to do what is right for this person... not being based on weather it will make the person happy, but in the long run what will be best for that person even if that person hates you in the end... so love is really complicated... sigh... just torn between these three girls... sigh... love...

Education

2005-02-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

Forget your education if it is all you rely on for inspiration... what you learn can become an obstacle... there is always more than one way to solve a problem... and also more than one way to invent something... forget experience... figure it out on a blank slate

Time Flies Away

2005-02-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

Why are you so scared that whenever anyone is actually tryin to help you, you turn away... is it because you hav been hurt so much that your already afraid that whoever is trying to help you is actually going to harm you? well... let me tell you this... if you are not willing to try to let others help you how are you know that they are actually trying to help or destroy you... yes there are those who are out there who are trying to destroy you and these are many but if you are not willing to try and whenever you fall get up and try again how will you actually find those who are willing to help you... setbacks are many, the road is long but with help from others the journey will be so much easier and the rewards are greater... why do you carry a burden meant for ten men by your lonesome self? why do you shun those who try to help you? is it pride? is it fear? is it arrogance? or are u just is it not wanting to burden others? if so why do you shun those who find it a privilage to cary that burdern of yours? i am not the one to answer these questions for you but for you to answer these questions your self...

Love

2005-02-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

If you have never actually tried to love someone u really won't know the feeling. Well... it's complicated but let me try to describe it to you... it's basically this feeling that where you actually want to give all you can and just wanting to spend time with that person... basically it's not just the physical attraction of the person but the actual wanting the best for the person and just loving the person for who they are... even their bad points... well... there will be times where one will say that his or her good points overshadow their bad ones but to the contrary of this... one must love that person for everything that person is... for when these bad points start to show and suddnely overwhelm the points which you consider to be their good points you will definately not feel the likely hood to continue to love this person... however i really feel that if you know the bad points of the one you love and can accept them then this is what i call true love... love is not just in action, feeling, sex or what ever the world nowadays potray it to be... love is just the want for the best for that particular person or persons in your life... yes love is not just for couples but also for parents to their children, sibling love, love for your friend... well these are my vievs on love.. love you

Feelings

Not yet? Why?

How do you fall from somewhere you have never reached?

Othniel

Sigh

Disappointed

Who am I

wor(l)d

I just want to forget it all

Somthing else

Let the rain fall down

you

Othniel

Unforgettable

school

Some place in Singapore

Brokeback mountain

SunSwept

Im back!!!!

(So called) Final post in this blog

Gadgets, games, boy toys and gift ideas

Grades

words of encouragement

whack you boss...

Racism

Bout the Philipino murder case

bored to death

Clarification

how to get a guy

Today 06/09/2005 Tue

Computer fair

Last Day of school

updates...

Smoking

The ultimate sacrice for the lord

new phone...

Math again

A math class

Future Resolutions

~~ Beauty of a Woman ~~

Have you always wondered what your purpose was in life?

School

Shooting Stars

Argument part 2

Argument

Carnival @ Marina

Cousins wedding

Quotes

L&L

Work

School

Bro's friends (again)

Rain

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

Pure Evil

some weird poem

The colour of the ausborn sky

Gunz online

Tiredness

Black nail polish

Tom On Oprah

Anti-drug collar pin

Police Talk

I hate my hair

Good and Bad Things

HAPPY Youth Day!!!

SCHOOL!!!!!

Terengganu/ Pulau Redang

Stupid kids staying over

Bro's Stupid Friends (The Sequel)

Bro's Stupid Friends (Again)

To My One and Only

Barry Trotter:The Series (Parody of Harry Potter)

Bro's Stupid Friends

PCK the musical

School Drama Club Outing

Church youth camp

Happy Birthday Yam Wan Keat

Xiao Mei in China

School Study Camp

Beauty of a Woman